Left the house after my last journal entry. Sometimes, I get..
Added 2023-10-16 18:24:35 +0000 UTCLeft the house after my last journal entry. Sometimes, I get in the zone. Went to look at Halloween decorations again and decided to go for it. ๐ Halloween decorating by myself and daydreaming about next Halloween. Itโs a little odd trying to continue while weโre in the middle of world war 3 and the latest viral country squabbles. ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ธ. Iโm still the same since I know thereโs always something serious ongoing and this is just whatโs on the news. I try to give myself the light I need. Thereโs no one else to give it to me in real life so I have to be strong and happy for me. I feel safe, fortunate, guilty and grateful to be in one of the best countries in the world. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays. This is my first year ever decorating for Halloween. I want it to be a good Halloween even if weโre halfway there already. I feel like I didnโt really get to enjoy it because of who I have right now and the workload I have. I know itโll be much better next year and hopefully it will be with someone who will enjoy celebrating with me and spending time with me. I will share more pictures. ๐ฐ
